Someone please save my soul from this hell..i am going crazy?

Hey friends,This is a 19 year "in closet" boy from a small town in Texas.The problem i have is 7 months ago i fell in love with this guy but i dont know if he is gay or straight and to make the matter worse we work toghether 24/7 the only reason i fell into this is because of him always being nice to me everytime i look up he is looking at me trying to make conversation but anyways im so obsessed behind him that i dont eat,sleep,cant even work i just think abt him from dawn to dusk im so crazy w/ him that i think im loosing myself but his ***** *** is playing this little games i cant take this no more yes i wanna tell him that i love him but we work toghether and his parents are my managers im not ready to come out yet and tell u da truth im very straight acting person so no one knows abt this and people i live in TEXAS towns people ain't dat nice to us kinda people how do i get over him i cant tell him dont talk to me or dont look at me it hurts to avoid him please hlp me