Is it me or are we Indians being taken for a ride by these political freak shows. I am a tamilian and?

I have to honestly say that I have never voted in my adult life and don't intend to. I wish there was someone who would have the same opinions as I do on politics and its policies. Do you think Karunanidhi should have been killed instead of Rajiv Gandhi. To think of it all those politicians who have opposed a terrorist outfit have either been shot dead or blown into pieces. Its those who either openly or behind closed doors support these hooligans enjoy being under their watchful eyes or reaping the benefits. Help me overcome this nagging sense in me that says we as citizens of India have seriously been taken for a ride.