Is Satan testing me? or is this really happening?

I haven't read the book of Jude for awhile but im pretty sure i read in there we have a fight against demons and Satan and something about we will judge angels.. That might have been in peter.. However the part in the bible that said heaven will disappear in a roaring sound. Well i was walking around in east van. I heard this roar out of heaven like the sky should have filled up with purple pink lightning bolts but it was a clear night sky i looked up to the sky and smiled and hoped for it to all end even for eternity. I walked around the corner and 3 east Indians one with an iron rod who when i said we had to pray said no were trying to help you. Afterwards i came to the conclusion god had killed himself and i wished he had killed me. Every time I've brought it up to people i know they all say like pink and purple lightning bolts but never verify they heard it. My gf just verified she heard it that night too. As well a night about 2 years ago i saw flashing lights in the sky but i was so hypnotized i can't tell if i seen 5 or 6 but i still feel that if i had counted them they would have taken over the night sky. With my gf verifying the 7 thunders or the roar i now know im not crazy and that people must be afraid or jealous of what i have to say. I was on the steps at the art gallery in Vancouver and many people came to me but i didn't talk much except to say night. And why does a crocodiles sneezeings flash forth light. Bam 4 spotlights came on im used to the coincidences now so it didn't phase me but everyone around me ran off and left there stuff. In the end we are on the sixth day since Adam left the garden now god rested on the 7th but i believe man is being made here on the sixth day and will be complete by the seventh. Perhaps our lives depend not on our life but on those of our distant future relatives. Also kanye west is awsome and so is katty perry britteny spears and jay lo